Thursday, August 17, 2006

Big Changes

Well, I know I said I was going to work on my "Reasons for Homeschooling" lists, but life has gotten in the way these past couple of weeks. It seems like in a blink of an eye, my dh was looking, found and now started a new job. We really thought he'd be at his previous job for awhile. Everything happened so quickly. He's working from home for right now. Then there's a big possibility of a move. I'm actually ok with that part of it. It's just been stressful making decisions so quickly. I think a big part of the stress was that I felt totally helpless. I'm a proud stay-at-home homeschooling mom, but this time I felt like I had no power to make changes. It kind of felt like when you're on an airplane and you hit turbulence and you have to trust that the pilot can fly the plane because you know you can't. It feels like you are totally at the mercy of someone else. That's how I've been feeling. It was a struggle to even trust God in this. But, thankfully, God is trustworthy no matter how I'm feeling.

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